December 14, 2011

Nostalgia

I am too much of a thinker. I may have been told that once or twice in my life. And that is why I am writing a post at 12:45 a.m.- because I am thinking too much for my own good...

I am thinking about how, come May when we move to Texas, my life will be so different. Everything is going to change. And I am not too good with change, to say the least.

I am thinking about how sometimes, you just have to take life one day at a time, and try to have faith in the path that you have been led to.

I am thinking about how when doors open, it is inevitable that others will close.

I am thinking about how crazy it is that you can go your whole life without knowing someone, and then when you know them, you feel empty without them.

I am thinking about how I wish I could freeze every single memory I have and watch them over and over.

I am thinking about how growing up is one scary ride.

I am thinking about how I could ever love a place as much as beautiful Utah.

I am thinking about how I could ever love new people I meet in Texas as much as I love the people I have in my life now.

I am thinking about how hard it will be to not be able to see my sweet little grandparents whenever I want to.

I am thinking about the fact that I don't want my sisters to grow up without me around.

Mostly  I am thinking about the fact that my life is changing quickly, and I don't want to run to catch up with it.
I just want to stay here where I am comfortable.
Where I have people I love, and that love me back.
Where my family is.
Where my home is. ♥


"We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us."
E.M. Forster


I know that Clint and I have great things ahead of us, but right now it's just hard to imagine life without the people and places that we love and cherish the most.

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